BACK!
I’m back from AMIS recording… went for a whole one and a half hours. BLARGH. I might be able to get in….
Today..
Today, I have to do AMIS recording.. Blragh, so nervous. Because Siew says I’m borderline, I might get in. I MUST GET IN! Cause my mom says she’ll buy me a drum set if I do. I’ve wanted one for so long. Haha, well, wish me luck! That spiccato is so hard. D:
Psychological Love Test :3
This was originally chinese, so I’m translating it. And its pretty accurate.
1. Today is a very good day, and you’re going to your lover’s home. There are two routes you can take, one being a large road, with a beautiful view, the other being a small route, a shortcut to the home. Which do you choose?
2. On the way there you discover a garden filled with flowers. There are white flowers and red flowers. You are only allowed to pick 10. What do you do?
3. You have arrived at your lover’s house. His/her mother opens the door for you, and tells you your lover is in his/her room. Do you go ask the mother to bring him/her out, or do you go in to find him/her yourself?
4. He/she is not in his/her room. You bring the flowers in. Do you put them on the windowsill or on the bed?
5. You and your lover spend a beautiful day together. On the way back home, do you take the small road or the large road?
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After choosing, please look at the answers.
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Answers:
1. If you took the large road, it means that you are a person who does not love easily, and takes a long time to fall in love. And the small road being the opposite.
2. White flowers represent your wish of other people’s help and work, and the red flowers represent your own help and work for others.
3. When a problem emerges, you choose to solve it yourself (going to find the room yourself), or you choose to seek help (asking the mother to find him/her.)
4. If you put the flowers on the windowsill, it means your love is fairly logical, and on the bed meaning your love is rather based on instinct.
5. Taking the large road back meaning if you have broken up with someone it is hard to forget, while the small route represents the opposite.
I took the large road, picked 5 white flowers and 5 red flowers, I went to find him myself, I put the flowers on the windowsill, and I took the large road back.
My thoughts on Love…
This actually varies a lot. Occasionally I think of love as stupid and idiotic. It’ll be soon when everyone around me is dating and gets their hearts broken some time. Okay, I’m sorry, but this is just my own opinion. This is when I actually support my mom, because she has that whole policy about how I’m not allowed to date until when I’m 18. I’d have plenty of experience by then.
No honestly.
I mean, its nice to have a boy hold your hand on a cold winter day, sitting in a coffee shop drinking hot chocolate. But we’re teenagers. You’ll break up and never get back together again, and eventually you’ll marry some other guy.
Another thing is, why is it that typical dudes always like that type of girl, that’s like, cute and pretty and really girly? It doesn’t make sense. AND CLINGY. God. You know, the type that wears pretty flowery clothing and puts barrettes in her hair everyday. And takes hours to primp. TO PRIMP. Frik.
ELLO.
Hey, I’m back. LOL.
So anyway. Its my dad’s birthday. Not that I’m like, celebrating or anything. So yeah. Its holiday. We just had our midterms.
Yesterday was the dance… I admit it did not go as well as I imagined it would. Like for example, the music was like, ugh. I didn’t know half the songs. Plus Wyn and Sam were being boring, so I just had to deal with the guys. I have to admit they’re pretty good at dancing, though. Didn’t know they had such awesome dance moves, haha. Which reminds me I gotta get the dance moves on. I felt so bad there. I was like, standing there, lol.
Grades. Grades grades grades grades grades. I might as well say that my current GPA is a, what, 3.4? Thanks to Biology, Chinese and Orchestra. Actually, my Chinese grade is supposed to be higher than a B, but Mr. Shen is too lazy to put in all my better grades. Oh, and English. I don’t really like the English teacher, to be honest. She’s not as good as we all thought. And Biology? Don’t even talk about it. Mr. Horton just drones on and on about things. I guess its nice that he loves his subject, but honestly. He doesn’t need to play the same hydrogen bonding animation 5 times in class.
Oh god, my toes are freezing. You know how crazy Shanghai weather is, right?
May 12th, 2011
Okay, I know its bad to rant. But seriously, there’s so much going on now.
Any help maybe?
1) My friend is bipolar. I mean SERIOUSLY bipolar. Actually, I don’t even think she’s bipolar. She’s just depressed with good acting skills. Really, every day she talks to my other friend about cutting herself, and my other friend is going to blow if it continues. And apparently my bipolar friend injured her knee and now its dead. We tried telling her not to go to the volleyball tournament and go to the doctor instead. We tried.
2) I have a really close guy friend and all my friends are saying I like him. I’m not saying I DON’T like him, but he doesn’t so there’s no point. Today I got really embarrassed, because one of my friends, say her name is Julie, we were walking around in the hallway because it was lunch break. And then my guy friend, say his name is John, walked by with his friends, and then he went to sit down on one of the sofas so he was out of our view. And then Julie piped up saying my boyfriend just walked past. I was like WTF, no no, you have it all wrong. And then, sarcastically, I put my hands palm up to my side, and said, this is my boyfriend, imagi— and then Julie looked at me with a weird look and was like, isn’t he there? And then I looked behind me, and John was standing right there, a metre behind where I was pointing, and then I slammed myself against the lockers, slid down (which, I might mention, I did get a giant cut on my arm from doing that), laughed and was like IMAGINARY BOB! But then John looked at me with a weird look.
3) My MOM. PERIOD. She’s just so annoying. She takes away my iPod for the stupidest reasons, like for spending too long in the bathroom or for stopping for 5 minutes when I’m practicing cello. So basically I have to listen to the loudness of 156 students in one hallway for a long time during lunch break and I tell you it sucks. Besides, she just gets really annoying. Like this morning, it was colder than yesterday, and she was ranting about how to get a cold. Literally, “You know yesterday that’s how I got a cold I just didn’t wear enough and you know if you wear a really low neck shirt or a sweatshirt that isn’t zipped up then the wind will go into that hole and then you will start coughing and your nose will get blocked up and then you will start to sneeze like crazy and you will have to stay home for a few weeks and then you will miss a lot of school and homework and you–” you get the point, right? This is what I need to deal with EVERY DAY.
Earphones, a 78% Science Quiz, and friends.
Okay, I didn’t get my earphones D: badluck.
i got a 78 in my science quiz. 11/14.
and my friends are being really… immature. Like, I have this guy friend and he messes up my hair everytime he sees me so my other friends are just like OOO. =.=
oh and nobody voted for my china alive t-shirt design. D:
April 5th, 2011
Hello! Long time I’ve written here 
China Alive’s almost here! I’m so happy. So, China Alive’s like a trip we take with the grade to somewhere in China. 6th grade was Xian, 7th Beijing, and this year is Yangshuo. I’m rooming with Wynne and my group is Pruden.
There’s so much going on now D: There’s this girl in my grade, who sits with us in lunch but no one really likes her. Her name is Tiffany Liu, and she has done so much to make my life miserable.
-She stole my partner in the Million Dollar Project, meaning i had to finish the rest of this giant project in half a week
-She broke my earphones
-Last time I wore a collared shirt under my navy hoodie and today I went to school and I saw the exact same thing only it looked really bad because the hoodie she was wearing was really short and the collared shirt was really long
-She buttoned the collared shirt up to the top and I told her she shouldn’t do that because I would look dorky and she pulled my earphones
-And she ruined my earphones
-And she’s refusing to pay for them
-She keeps assuming things like Alasdair (my other guy friend) is the only friend I have worth talking about
You know, we have this long conflict. Whenever we’re actually peaceful, she breaks it. I mean, sometimes I do too, but she does too. Last time on Skype, I admitted I might’ve broke the silence once or twice, and she refuses to admit she sometimes does too. So basically I’ve already taken a step back, and she doesn’t want to do the same because she probably thinks it will ruin her “undestroyable ego” according to her. Tiffany is just really annoying. She really doesn’t have any originality. She copies my fashion sense and she calls people “bitches and noobs” because this other popular girl in our grade does. Geez.
Anyways, I’m graduating Middle School! I’m so excited. I have two dresses and I can’t really decide ;D
Here are the links:
-http://item.lp.taobao.com/item.htm?item_id=9004715020
-http://item.taobao.com/item.htm?id=5887970263
Both are the purple ones, because my skin complexion is kind of dark. I really like the first one, but the back is kind of revealing. Alasdair says the second one looks better. And besides, I need shoes. I was thinking either black ones or silver. Ugh this is so annoying. I hate shopping. XD
Deviantart
Hello people!!!!!!!!!!!!! I’m really bored, cuz its the weekend, and apparently my mom only lets me do homework. Now I’m free. LOL
So… dA rocks. A lot of ppl probably have accounts in wordpress~~ so my deviantart homepage is: http://zhangster-moon.deviantart.com
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-dude, like isn’t this the most stupid thing ever? like you just got a new blog, and ur dancing around in ur room, and the first post is THIS?!?!?! isn’t the first post supposed to be something INTERESTING??????? goshhhhhhh
Anyways, my name’s Stephanie(Stephie is ok) since u can’t tell from the username, and since I don’t have a lot of time, I’m going to finish critisizing this post and go and stick my head in some chocolate pudding~
lawl jk. I just went to get some cookies. 
